I think of you everyday...today on the anniversary of your death...i feel the pain ..the fear you must have endured..it is overbearing for me ad your mother...i want to scream to the world..i want to find you because surely you really can't be dead...it has to be a mistake...but I've Bern waiting 4 yrs for you to come back.to hear you yell...maaaaa .and it hasn't happened...im lost inside...forever changed...and any smile I wear is robotic in nature ad it's what everyone else expects of me....but it's changed me...and sometimes not for the good...i love you Nicole...always have ..always will...till we meet again my daughter....